Self confidence

I met an old friend yesterday while strolling at the city centre with Ruth and he asked me whether Ruth was my wife. I told on straight that when I marry her, I'll invite him to the ceremony! He had a good laugh. I think my self-confidence really rubs off to the people around me recently. Once a person has self-confidence, anything is possible. Marrying her is a big possibility, and it's definitely in my plan because Marie Callas said this year I would encounter something 'blissful'.

Believing in oneself and have firm faith in your own ability and traits. Of course that does not mean got to be stuck up. I'm never a stuck up person, but I guess my attitude towards life was wrong previously that's why things have remained mouldy all these years. Marie Callas has taught me to be different and confident in fact.

I'd like to mix more with people with self confidence that's the best way to improve oneself isn't it? Once your mind starts to focus on that, your thought will emit the signals and soon you'll get what you want.

Yellow

Today I wish to write something about my favourite colour, yellow. Do you know that each colour has some meanings in spiritual terms? There is different meaning to each type of colour.

Yellow symbolises the capacity of human benigs to be lucid and aware. The vibrations of this bright shade support imagination, crreativity and mental development. It is also the symbol of the cosmic element of the air as well as the powers of concentration, knowledge, attraction and persuasion. Useful for performing rituals aimed at winning over an individual, egetting a job and achieving social status and detaching yourself from a place or a person.

New feel

Being free over the weekend, I took some hours to self-learn some simple html and css editing so that my blog is not that stagnating in feel. Now it looks more pleasing and appealing to the eyes, do you think so?

I think I really enjoy making my blog looks better. But one thing's for sure, remember to back up the previous set of files before it is being overwritten.

Pretty good for a 50 over man, ya?

Next phase of life

Being bold, I 'm not ashamed to write here that my relationship with Ruth has become so well that I'm thinking of proposing to her. I'm not sure how her grown-up kids will feel to have a step father. Marie Callas has really predicted with fairly accurately result. She said I'd be meeting a lady and thinking of moving to the next phase of life with her.

Need clarity in life

Recently, I felt moody. Ought to be happy about the events and Ruth, however, the energy seems low all the time. It's as if I have been hit by a spell that makes me unaware of the spiritualness of myself. I think I may be suffering from some mild depression, hope not as I try to control myself from being negative. I just need to motivate myself and be cheerful about what life has given me so far. That will make me more sober I guess.

Faked proteins

Rather lazy to boot up my computer. It's not giving me any thrills due to its bad behaviours. Log in to this blog and check the past post... gosh, it's 14th May, nearly 10 days have gone by. It's amazing. Perhaps I should write more, maybe?

Recently, I read a news article that the pet food manufactured in China contains 'faked proteins' called melamine and that will kill your pets gradually and silently. As a dog lover, this got me alarmed as adding melamine would give the illusion of a higher protein content in the pet food packs and those unscrupulous companies can maximise their business profits. I've nothing against them, but I think the Chinese companies are turning to be the scourge of the world.

Commit my day

I am a spiritual being. After this body is dead, my spirit will soar. I refuse to let what will rot, rule the eternal. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my love for myself and others. I will be influenced only by goodness.

Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. To these I commit my day. If I succeed, I will give thanks. If I fail, I will try again. And then when this day is done, I will place my head on my pillow and rest.