Writing to Marie Callas for the 6th time

Suddenly, I just picked up a piece of A4 paper and started to write again to Marie Callas. Do you think I'm insane? The weather is cold and I just can't keep my mind still that's why I write to her again. I think this is my 6th letter to her again and I know she reads it. I also really wish she can reply to me. Am I dreaming?

Since last night, I'd been down with flu again. My health is getting worse I feel, not helped by the dropping temperature. Luckily I learn about blogger and I can blog besides writing to Marie Callas. My faithful dog, Flinch, always lays besides me. He's a great dog. But I have some panadols in the drawer and I will take a couple of tablets later. I'm tired of doing to docs because it is expensive and there's always a queue.

My house is a shelter of my soul. I do have some good friends but how much warmth can they give to a fellow old man? Life is lonely because I've got no one to talk to except seeing the four walls. Suddenly I miss my ex wife too. It's my fault that she went away. I'm so sorry. I really need some spiritual lift, Marie Callas, please help me.