Sometimes we still have those thoughts

I admit I haven't posted in a while. Away from computer and net busy helping Ruth to settle into her new house. She just shifted to another rental unit as her previous tenant decided to sell the house, so she's got to move. Distance to her place is slightly further now, however, the positive side of me says that is okay as I got the time to walk further as a form of working out.

Always hoping that life would be better the next day, hoping that I'd be able to write something cheerful as time went by... But life sometimes has got both sides of the coin and that's inevitable. I just got to weigh it on the shoulder and look at life with optimism rather than angst.

Sometimes I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up...I know it's bad but just can't help it. Luckily for me it's just a passing thought that goes away after a few minutes.