Commit my day

I am a spiritual being. After this body is dead, my spirit will soar. I refuse to let what will rot, rule the eternal. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my love for myself and others. I will be influenced only by goodness.

Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. To these I commit my day. If I succeed, I will give thanks. If I fail, I will try again. And then when this day is done, I will place my head on my pillow and rest.

Fasting

I'm doing a one-day fast by following the instructions given by Marie Callas, can you believe that? This is also the first time I'm doing that... Actually it's Ruth who suggests to do a fast because she reads that it can revitalise the bodies. I check Marie Callas book and she says the same thing too. It's fascinating as all the while I assume fasting takes away energy but now its the opposite apparently. According to Marie Callas, fasting is a form of purification and it burns wastes to rekindle the hidden energy. The body will be cleansed of its toxins and clear mental pollution. Its like bringing back to the younger years.

Bad computer days

My computer is still not stable. The harddisk light is on all the time while the whole machine seems to slog it so slow that it takes more than 5 minutes to open the IE browser. The whole bootup process takes more than 15 minutes when it takes about 4 minutes usually. Clicking on the 'start' button and the menu takes some minutes to show up! What's going on??? I don't have money to buy or change anything...

Computer ...ouch!

It's some days since last post even though my intention is to try to write something everyday. It's got me off the pace somehow and I need to crank up my momentum once again. Yesterday was the Labour Day and I had a fun day with Ruth. We are getting closer and it's a happy feeling. I feel I have gotten rid of the bad temper that frightens off my ex-wife and now I feel more at ease and congenial towards ladies all thanks for Marie Callas sermons about leading a happy life.

The old computer my neighbour gave me in March, ermmm, unfortunately, is showing some signs of strains last couple of days. I don't really know what's the problem, just that there is a loud beeping sound each time at the starting up process. It's intermittent, meaning sometimes I can power up, sometimes I can't and I got to restart it a few times before it can run. Man.. this is really funny and I did ask my neighbour and he was clueless too, saying it's probably due to the motherboard. It's really too much for me because I don't have much knowledge about computers as I'm a ex-finance guy who is better looking at spreadsheets than technical specs.

Letter

Marie Callas has sent me her latest letter. I read through it briefly and put it down to one side. While I have no doubt that she heals me spiritually since I got to know her, I shall give this product a pass for this time. I still feel I have enough blessings from her before I need another one.

I am also happy that the small misunderstanding between she and me has been resolved. Lucky! Because it could have been beyond salvage. Through this, we know each other better too. The confidence is growing gradually too.

Recently. there's nothing much to blog about as I'm concentrating more of the time hoping to find some odd jobs to spend me time. I'm good in mechanical stuff like machines and motors and I wish to spend my time better rather than passing day by day.

My belief in Marie Callas

I got to know clairvoyant Marie Callas 6 months ago when I received an airmail in which she offered me a free talisman. As we began exchanging letters, I felt more and more of her great psychic powers. Marie Callas even predicts the periods that will dawn on me and tell me about them. Should she sense danger she will also give me her talismans and other advice. I feel calm and secure that there’s someone watching over me from afar.

That is why Marie Callas has such a great calming effect in my life. Everything I do, I feel would have an insight for that. Therefore I'm always carrying her talisman with me whenever I go. I know her talisman would give me lots of luck and charms.

Mind in a twirl

Feeling not that good now. My mind is in a twirl.

Ruth was actually back yesterday morning but I receive no calls or sms from her. It was only when I tried calling her that I knew of her already back. It made me wonder what's my standing in her heart. What shall I do to test her out? This problem is like a 16 year old teenage boy's dilemma, it's a joke that I got to go through it at my age.

In the phone, she told me she was tired and she was evading my questions by giving vague answers. Finally I gave up when she said she was tired. C'mon, please give me a sign, Marie Callas!