Mind in a twirl

Feeling not that good now. My mind is in a twirl.

Ruth was actually back yesterday morning but I receive no calls or sms from her. It was only when I tried calling her that I knew of her already back. It made me wonder what's my standing in her heart. What shall I do to test her out? This problem is like a 16 year old teenage boy's dilemma, it's a joke that I got to go through it at my age.

In the phone, she told me she was tired and she was evading my questions by giving vague answers. Finally I gave up when she said she was tired. C'mon, please give me a sign, Marie Callas!